William, supposedly my local regular sugar-daddy has not seen me in four weeks now! Is he going off me?! He texts often and appears genuinely sorry he has not seen me, perhaps he is feeling guilty for letting me down. He said he would love to see me next week – result ! Hopefully he may actually follow through with his plans this time, I hope so because my eyebrows are starting to look like caterpillars and my bank account is not looking pretty! William has one daughter (he is divorced from his ex-partner) and I always wonder (from an SDs point of view) what it is like to spend intimate time with someone you’re old enough to be their father. Would they be happy if their daughter were to be in my situation? I think not.
Due to Williams lack of commitment I found myself out to dinner with a new potential SD last night. He is young, handsome, tall and very much of the creative type. Although I found myself wandering home with nothing but a full stomach we had a wonderful evening (although I couldn’t help hoping for more food!) and seemed to get on very well. Potential SD is coming back to see me next week so hopefully we can get our expectations out on the table. He is American, this has two positives for a sugar-baby: 1. Trips to see him in LA (I hope!) and 2. The expectation to see each other on a regular basis isn’t necessary. Overall however I think although not the most generous he is the kindest charismatic attractive and YOUNGEST I have met so far. Fingers crossed!
Also found myself on a date with a normal humanoid yesterday – awful. Who wants to sit in a bar, talk about football, ex girlfriends and pretty much be invisible – not me.
My first exam begins on Monday and so I am currently trying to escape from this pool of procrastination. The one thing I want is a cup of tea and a ciggy, alas there is no gas so that will not be an option!
When the going get tough, the tough get going!
Eve x
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